I Think On (A Slightly Older Non-Fiction Hybrid Piece I Wrote)

Note About The Piece Below: One day not long ago a part of my grief journey hit me hard. Sometimes it's easy to think I'm done with that, then I get a "trigger" (something that hits me emotionally). This piece was written about that in a paragraph format AND a left justified, like a list, format; this is why I call it "hybrid")


                                    I Think On



       I think on old roads and long drives. I consider travels and moments. Memories and revelations linger in these thoughts. An unpacked suitcase. Years worth of grief and hurt are emptied; slowly over time, yet emptied all the same.

       I think on old roads and long drives. I reflect on today, on a past that suckerpunched me today, on what to do with that. Unpacked hang-ups and misshapen instructions for a healthy way forward; still I unpack slowly over time, emptied all the same.

       I search past paragraphs of my story narrating in memories to me. I pick up the list of needs, and I think on them again to gain clarity.

Don't focus on what you can't change. Check.

Let go of broken parts you can't fix. Check.

Remember it's okay to not have it all figured out. Double check.

Just live today, remembering it's okay if it doesn't make sense now, that one day it will. Triple check.

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