When It Keeps Raining

           We've seen alot of ridiculously turbulent weather lately in our area (apparently other areas are experiencing it also), and between the changing temperatures and climates it can be alot; especially for someone like me. 

           Several years ago (before 2020), we had SO MUCH rainy and stormy weather it broke me inside. Every storm wrecked my peace, and every cloudy and rainy day nearly owned me completely...but God; but God sustained me. Through it all God held me, Jesus held me and empowered me to overcome; though the scars and wounds have remained. Slowly I'm finding healing, and I've seen Jesus work in me, yet storms of all kinds put me on edge still. I find it hard to maintain peace. 

            I used to think I was going crazy then (and sometimes still even now), but I was experiencing Seasonal Affective Disorder or S.A.D. . I was in need of healing through it all, and still need healing, and even here Jesus has been working in me. Working to see past the bad weather. Working to hope despite it all. Working to rest IN HIM, trusting He will protect me through it all; that I'll be safe in Him. 

              As we walk through more wet, rainy, unpleasant weather here I am finding this shortcoming is bringing me closer to Jesus in dependence on Him. Things aren't always perfect, "smooth sailing", or pleasant "weather" days we live out in life, but we can depend on (by trusting in through belief or faith) Jesus to lead us through; even when it seems to "keep raining " in our lives. He is faithful. He is good. He loves us. 

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