Unexpected

         It's cold, then hot, and constant pain throughout. An old injury rose up in my back yesterday and it's taken all of me trusting all of Jesus to lead me through. Four cities and seven stops later and I was able to finish them all by the grace of God. I only had one I didn't have to crawl underneath, and through it all I was able to make it. 

          The sad part is I didn't expect to make it. One, two, and I hurting, but for the grace of Jesus I was okay....ish. I did most of the stops by lunch, and even had some time to work on writing projects. I didn't expect to get that far, and I probably should have. I probably should have had faith enough in Jesus to EXPECT He'd empower me, help me through, but I didn't. I thought it being humble ("I'll just hope for these."), and then it grew. I didn't wanna believe too big, thinking I'd be demanding of Jesus, but this is what He longs to draw this out in us, grow that trust through faith in Him in us. I should've expected it, and slowly I began to, expecting Jesus' help; at least I hope I did. 

             I will consider this, pray on it, and expect the miraculous and the "big things" more, not out of greed or selfishness, but because He taught us to ask (according to His will) and it would be done(Matthew 7). I'll expect the unexpected going forward, THROUGH FAITH IN HIM...that's the best way, and the one I'm looking to take. 

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