Then And Now

          As forty-five approaches, I find myself even more reflective than usual. Looking over those old days I compare them to now. This can be stressful, even defeating at times (if I'm being fully transparent), yet, there is a redemption even here. 

           Then, I didn't take that many risks. Then, I lacked alot of confidence. Now, I step out more in faith for bigger. Now, I am growing in confidence. Am I always a risk taker, bold enough to face anything? No...but I'm willing to take more risks now then before....good risks. Do I always have confidence in everything I do? No.....but I'm learning to walk more in the presence of Jesus where I find my self worth, and here, confidence isn't as much of an issue. 

             I may not be one hundred percent in growing since I was younger, but I'm better than where I was and this kind of comparison is truly healthy in moving toward completion in Jesus. 

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